a mixed feelings of simple & fortunate

jus went to deliver dog food to our usual regular at Upper thomson..
pass by the freshly-baked bread shop & thought of gettin some for my tml breakfast.
so, I simply jus grab whatever I like and ended up with 8 buns & 1 loaf of bread..
As I'm walking towards my car,
I looked at the 2 packets of bread together with the fragrance of it,
I can't take it anymore.
I jus grab the chicken floss bun and eat it in my car at the open carpark.
As I'm chewing on the bun, I looked at the bread for a moment.
The softness & simplicity of it suddenly gave me a very warm & nice feeling
which makes me feels very fortunate where I can have my 3 meals everyday on time without worrying what's next for my meal or whether would I have the $$ to eat again.
I felt so much enjoyable eating this than my previous posting of the "FISH & CHIPS"

However, People often says, Shopping can make you happy or rather eating ice-cream can do the trick too.
But, when I did both today, I don't seems to get the positive effect of it and instead during the eating of ice-cream,
I thought of so much memories during my childhood days.

sometimes, is it fortunate to be able to jus eat, work & sleep
OR
it's jus A so routine daily life where the nuances of life are being covered up with loneliness & sadness ??

The RICH have their problems, but the POOR got even more problems.
However, we jus simply see the RICH gets richer & richer day-by-day whereby the POOR were jus hoping to get thru a day & that means a day to them.

Sometimes, I also dunno what I'm writing, but at least these are some memories that
I can still remember...